for thousands o years
but
sometimes
u can smell em
u smell their contemporaneity
and u r stuck by their dense presence
of s e n c s i h o m i t y
hypnotysed
para-lysed
autho-rised
to love

last night
fast car rushes by
a small plane leaves town
after midnight
low & loud
hope it wasn´t U
who found "me"

drivin by in her car
laughin
drivin by with my enemy
the shape-shifter 'me'
they say you can see everything
you say she don´t hear you

can anybody imagine
a meaner plot ?

U don´t want to believe
in my innocence
U don´t note my humanity

Useful useless me
no human on earth
is worth less
for infinity

- why´s
it`s allways over before it´s begun

- caus with your 1000 doubles a year
I´ll allways be Nr. 1 for their fun
and she´s
only just begun
on my side
there is noone

(Spring 2010)

Lament of an earth-dwell

Way down
The door´s automatic-laze-break-arm is gone
Fresh blood smell in the corridor
Store-lock stolen
No handbar shows us through the dark
Nor protects us from falling
First remove trash in the way
(make your way through the waste)
Pass crumbling wet ground-walls
beyond leaking tubes
Window fake - wind-aahhw
Where walls persist colour
an outlaw´s the owner
home of the white spider

> . <

The planet´s so shiny
(-shows the greed of the dwell)

it´s a quarter past midnight
all´s not feeling most well
but the show
still goes on
while the gods beg for silence

find your beloved
at day-time
right after you sung

You call it sin ?
Who dares to win ?
To proclaim a fight ?

The lightening godess
Airoß´ bright light
Twinkeling eye-lashes

"Your invention
is fading
all the sencse
almost gone "

dripping emotion

drops
(time of snow has passed by)
you can feel
it with your eyes

Sigh

They returned this afternoon
Handsome beloved
Fly us New York

'I can´t bear you being rivals'
just a string of a thought
forgive me my bumping
you´r boys, there´s no wound
I love see you two lovin

A well overflowing

Come out here for Dancing

The love-flow has won

Soft distortion

Begun

Lushly Breathing Crystals in the sun

a catch of urge

time is an illusion

sacrified

('she even flew the storm' -
and I shiver in a fear of devotion
all brakes at once
all slow
time stop
come to bed
no ?
shrunken ego´s still fun )

chance fucks up my plans
every single time
time is a misunderstandig
existential human problem
, plus I insist
being what you might call lazy,
dear god, dear

my dear love
have mercy with me

thy horny tongue of lover mnature

takes over

pack your bag

you let down

the encaged screams

an eternal number of times

freazing heat

Leviathan !

The 1st sound was of water

time goes on like this for ever
no talk of needs
a catch of urge

thy horny tongue of lover mnature

You need to reorganize
Some fundamental organs

Thee love divin messanger

Shake your tail feather

- unplanned for: don´t let me be misunderstood !

nothing but religious flat screaming

still

comfortable
painless life of
the upper class, any way

Their ghosts will get us !

We support bright lies

To continue

Always wishful to improve

Helplessly dreaming fear trap

night -
(let´s quit dream-
stoppin)

It´s not a private joy-thing

It´s not a metaphysical joy-thing

It´s not even

A massive act for or

Of balancing a wrecked system

it is

A huge metaphysical transitioning

Change of parameters

Love spun

The fire

Knoded net

Of love-Stream

Round the, aahhhm, A nest-net

Do YOU wanna freak me up

No reason
No season

To catch the kids

For all in the skies

Nevermore

Catch the upward winds

on the phantasies of your lightest dreams

Desperation reveals its implorations

turns into Hope

Transform

the arrow to

all colours of the rainbow

in my heart

(09/1991)

TürkisGoldene Herbstnacht

Der Stadt Lichter

winseln ihre neugierigen Geschichten

durch Münder winkender Blätter

Das Flammenlicht

paart sich

im ausgeglasten Hinterhof

Du liegst im Bett

einer anderen Wohnung

& schaust dir

die andere Seite des Himmels an

Schattensynkope

der Kerze fischweibiges Zischen

drischt mein Lauschen

zwischen dem Lachen

vorbeireisender Züge

humpelnden Sirenen

dem Erdbeerschnurren meines Zimmers

vor dem leisen Werben

der Einsamkeit

vor dem Meeresrauschen

meiner Schreibmaschine

------------------------------------------------------------

(1st autumnday 2010)

Hope and Hypocracy

(powered by FFF)

Are they feelin better

now, so much is broken ?

While they ´re gettin fatter

the truth is unspoken

Their destructive actions

were based upon lies

Family-gossip

you rather check twice

Psychological warfare

was never my game

They stated me „wild thing“

got rich playin „Tame“

Don´t you join their practice

of pretentious shame

Your name shall be fairness

& you´re not to blame

-------------------------------------

feuersalamander

day after it

with him and me within

had been

disturbance to the dears

another get-rid-of-your-arms-seed

as i didn´t follow

s2pid loyalty with paragraphs

- obviously forbidden actions

but most of all

the opposite

freedom follows dream

meets secret support

seemingly - scaringly

i bet not even screamingly

anyway

orange moss on light rocks

three colours ling

catching winds

a wall of storm

wild baby clouds

i kiss your eyes

love-worrier in action

take-careier

shareier

mèrier

faire-fair-flairier

m´amuser surprise

yellow fire salamander

in the red late afternoon sun

looking like

please don´t see me

i don´t, baby

i don´t

wander to through

blue berriesblack

water smallpathcreamyrocksgreen

coulouredstonescave sunbath

love

y~y~y

Aus: „Die leisen Todesschreie der Regentropfen zelebrieren“, 1992

Adieu, Paris

Deine Nacht

war selten und sinnlich

verbotenes Pflaster

prickelt noch auf meinem Rücken

trunkener Mond

schielt durch

verschlossene Gitter aus Eisen

christliche Schatten

liegen zwischen Steinen

erfahrene Bäume schreien nach Leben

Jim, unser Anfang

sieh uns auch sterben

Atem wie

Sekt, Shit und Sterne

Dein dunkler Palast

unser blühendes Bett

ein glühendes Beet

fünfarmige Fingerspitzen

schwimmen auf sandiger Sucht

flackernde Flammen

speien saftige Sonnen

gefoltertes Fleisch

sinkt singend zu Schwerte

aus funkelnder Ferne

strahlt sonniger Schnee

fröhliche Feen

spenden seidigen Schlaf

sterbender Stern

schimmert im Schatten

faszinierter Mond

löst seinen Blick

verkündet uns Sonne

Adieu, Paris

Deine Nacht

war selten und sinnlich

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Heidelberg, Sommer 1992
Boxen-Bau-Impressionen

Für Wolli

gelockte Dunststrähnen

Züge mit rauchigen Stimmen

gesungene Verse

klar wie das Gold einer Kerzenflamme

Bahnhofshallen voller Stille

Geburtsschnellen

& Todesuntiefen

- säuselnde Brisen

über dem Meer der Harmonien

Klangschwarzundweiß-undStrahlenLicht

Öffne die Pforten alle

(dein Gedicht)

........................................................................

(old one)

wehen feucht im Wind